A New Year

It’s that time again, the time to fill up the bars in order to not be alone, then drinking till the room blacks out because even with all the people around, you’re still alone…Or at least that’s what I think happens…this has never happened to me…seriously.

It’s also that time of year when you look back at the year and notice you’ve done none of the things you set out to do. The time when you promise yourself to get er done in the new year.

Here’s the thing, as I’ve gotten older, I’ve stopped caring. It’s not the right call though. From my experience, sure, when I was in great shape, it’s not like I had babes flocking me. When I was a super positive dude, that meant nothing. And when I was the world’s nicest guy, that just made me a target. So sure, being great has meant jack sh!t.

Not being at my best though upsets me. I don’t like not always smiling anymore. I don’t like not killing the world with kindness anymore. I really can’t stand I’m not a driven kid anymore. Frakk what my history has been. I’m done living in the past, cuz the past really sucked.

Look at your own life, and make the changes necessary. Don’t hurt others, go for your gals, become the person you want to be. Don’t put the pressure on in an unrealistic way. Growth and success takes time. Give yourself that time. It’s what I’ll be doing this year.

Hope that helps.

Chat in 2015!

Happy New Year